to hide from reality
the DREAMER was always isolated growing up. watching her friends spend time with eachother. watching her friends go on adventures. watching her friends. while she sat alone. unable to join them. All her friends lived too far away.
However! one day the DREAMER met a girl she fell in love with.
After being with this girl for years
The girl began to change
The DREAMER did everything she could to try to make her happy. the DREAMER starved herself for her, hoping that would make her pretty enough to stay with for longer
She manupliated the DREAMER into blaming herself, and punishing herself for what happened.
She later left the DREAMER after the DREAMER was no longer fun.
then the DREAMER was alone. as they always were. watching her friends spend time together. watching her friends have fun together. watching her friends grow up together.
So, the DREAMER created a world inside of her head
A world to hide from all the pain, a world to have FRIENDS